Aidiladha '12

InsyaAllah, semoga satu hari nanti termakbul impianku untuk menjadi tetamuNya.

Untuk Hari Raya Tahun Ini...

For the first time in my life, I did not spend my first day of raya with my mum's side at my late grandma's house. Also, for the first time in my life, I spent my first day of raya with my dad's side at kampung in Pontian. Every cloud has a silver lining. 

Only god knows how much I miss them. How much I miss all of us getting crazy when camwhoring together. How much I miss planning the colour code for each open house.

Well I guess this is growing up.

Dear Nenek,

I miss you. Things hasn't been the same since you left us. It really breaks my heart knowing what's been going on in the family. I wish you were still here. I miss your jokes, your laughter, your nagging and your poems. Please do visit me in my dream again. I'll always pray that you are in a better place up there. 

Hari Raya won't be the same again. I just want them to know that I'll always love them no matter what happen. Blood will always be blood.


xx,
S

Salam Lebaran

In the month of Syawal, I, Nur Syafiqah Binte Zainal, is seeking for forgiveness if I ever said or did anything that have offended or hurt anyone's feelings. Lets just forgive and forget yeah so that we can start anew. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Minal Aidin Wal Faidzin ♥

And so my first day of raya was a-okay. I had better 'first day of raya' days but to have a kecohrable family like mine you'll definitely not get bored. I'm amazed how every year turns out differently. My favourite part of the day was definitely the storytelling session. The storytelling was about the cousins' naughty moments when we were young. Everyone was sitting in the hall watching tv while waiting for the star karat to come. It was a rather peaceful moment. Trust me, it is very rare to have a peaceful moment during the first day of raya at my nenek's house. Childhood sweetheart came when I was about to leave but at least he bothered to chat with me at the end of the day. :)

The weekend will be better. Can't wait!

I love raya!

Hari Raya is only fun when you sacrifice your beautiful face and transform it into an idiotic face, doing crazyyy stuff late at night and being surrounded by little kiddos. That applies to me on this year raya. I've been surrounded with many kids this raya. Though those little rascals irritate me most of the time, I still love being around them. Countless of times, I walked barefoot during jalan raya. Then I got to jalan raya with my chinese friends. They even wore baju kurung and baju melayu with the samping. We gave each of them a malay name. At night, we went sheesha with our baju kurung and baju melayu. Heh. So funnn.

I love raya!

& so we went to cikgu rasidah's crib.
finally.
& i skip my tuition for this. haha.

nowadays i just have nothing to blog.

& i tot that im gonna be alone for the time being

& have time for my own self.

but i was wrong.

people come in and out of my life.

& every peeps make a great difference in my life.

& recently this person come to my life

but it only makes me really disappointed.

just wanna say,

never talk about feelings

if they arent really there

so it ended up only me,shaq & fashiha going jln raye

with the hong kah & jurongville guys.

it was so awkward at first coz i dun even noe dem.

at least fashiha n shaq noe sum of dem.

but thk god they are nice people

& easily to interact with them

so the jln raye trip was superb by the end of the day

okay. i wasnt ready actually. lol.

at yana's crib.

haha. very funny la coz saddiq always kena kacau with yana.

we manage to have at least a short conversation with all of them.

& at least i got to remember some of their names.

at aizat's crib was the best

coz we had karaoke session. hehe.

them la, not the girls.

watch the video.

very funny.

esp to yana(:

hehe. he dedicated this to you. haha.

jgn marah. gurau je.

well they are so kind to send us home.

imagine we were from lakeside,

and they follow us back to yew tee

send us home till our doorstep.

and dey actually stay arnd jurong area.

& if im nt wrong, dey came home arnd midnight.

kecian dorang. mlm jumaat lak tu.

dah lah ngok crite pochong at aizat's crib.

seramm.. hehe.

'what would you say,
if i took those words away.
that you couldnt make things new
just by saying i love you.'

yeah. exams over.
& tmr is raya!!
wheyy.
but obviously i wont be enjoying much coz i will be worrying abt my results.
banana la. guess i'll be failing my science & humans.
& talking abt banana, i miss those MUTTONS!
wakaka. dey make me going crazy.
since dere's no more mugging, so i will no longer burn the midnite oil
while listening to the muttons.


i met wan on wednesday while crossing the road at geylang.
he looked happy before i tegur him.
but more happier when he saw me.
feel so guilty.
anw wan,
sempena hari raya yang bakal menjelang,
i just wanna say im truly sorry.
sorry that i break my heart.
u said u miss me but dont.
dont disappoint urself, find a better girl than me okies?
imy too but as a friend.
anw juz wanna say i cant go to LP concert with you la.
banana seh.
mike shinoda will be disappointed with me.
kirim salam mike okies.
okies that's all i got for you.
Selamat Hari Raye!
Maaf Zahir & Batin((:


to mama & papa,
ampunkan dosa2 eiqa dari hujung rambut ke hujung kaki. hehe.
coz i know im not a good girl.
i do lots of wrong to you.
but you've seen me wanting to become a better person now.
help me along okies?
i love mama & papa soo much!
muacks((:


to all the muslims in the world,
i wanna wish you all
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
maaf zahir & batin[: