I got to know a few guys before you but you're the guy that managed to capture my heart and that's why you're very special. I don't let my guards down easily, Muz. You know that damn well. That day when I waited outside your house for 2 hours made me realised how much I don't matter to you anymore and that was the last straw for me.
Maybe someday you'll love a girl so much just like how much I love you right now and then you'll understand how I feel. I'm not that kind of evil ex that will wish karma will hit you back. You know I'd never do anything to hurt you. I love you so much that it hurts. But eventually I'll have to let go of the things that hurt me cause I want to be happy and enjoying my life without even looking back into the past and thinking about what could have been. So here I am, letting go of our past.
You once said to me that you lost a lot of people you love or people that matters to you this year. I hope that in the future you'll fight for the things and people you love and don't just run away from your problems. Be a man, do the right things.
I wish you all the best in life, Muzhaffar.
xx,
S