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CHANGE IS CONSTANT

I have this sudden urge to blog so here I am. I was wondering about life, thinking about the misery of mine and the others. I used to be like them. Having this sad feeling for no apparent reason. I used to always feel that way until I realized that there are reasons underneath all those sadness. To sum up all the reasons, I wasn't happy with my life and I didn't love myself enough.

Well, I actually used to always feel that way until M came into my life and made me realized all those reasons. He made me love and live again. Though it was kind of hard when he left, I still manage to survive up till now. Having fun and living my life the way I want it. This life used to be a way of proving to him that I can match up with his lifestyle but I got over it. Now, it's just me against the world. Trying to fight for my freedom.

I may not know him that long but he changed my life a lot. The change can be for the better but it can also be for the worst but still, change is change. Change is constant and life is a learning experience. You learn from your mistakes and the changes that you went through.


I couldn't make it this far if it weren't for my bitches. They are always there for me.



xx,
S